So sadly missed and remembered with bitter-sweet memories of love. The shit-eating grin that dared the world to take you on. And I know on that day, your smile will be the first thing I see. We will meet again my sweet, tortured brother-in-law. I can only pray that the Angels are watching over you. And life has not been the same since.Įvery day I regret not saying the things to you that I should have when you were alive to still hear them. And on June 18th, 2008, they took you away from us. You had demons in your life that wouldn't let you go. You were always good for a quick laugh, a serious talk and a shoulder to cry on. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wish you were here with us once again. It has been 1 year today since you were taken from us. Stop by and say hi.Tell them Angel sent fubar
Two of the nicest guys I ever met were from MyYearbookīut they both have Fubars.Thank God.Cuz I would hate to lose either of them My Idols? No.Just people that have entered my life and brought sunshine.And a few who have already gone and left darkness. Because you decided to blog this dumb list you made two years ago for the one who destroyed your heart.The one that disappeared after you returned to Fubar the second time.For the one who has stolen your heart, perhaps does not know he has.But you hope one day he will see.Īnd the Number One reason you know you never want to lose him.That you love him forever even if he doesn't want you.īecause you're ready to throw away every scrap of pride, dignity, and self-respect and beg him to see.See that your love is real.That you care for him like no other.Otherwise why would you still be here almost 2 years later.Living in the shadows of his light?
Because your heart breaks every time you see his status or mood and it says something totally dumb, random or actually meaningful.and you know it's not meant for you but your traitor heart wants it to be.Ģ. Because you spend hours on youtube hunting up videos that say everything to him you can't.ģ. Because your check your yahoo at home, work, or the store.Hoping there might be a msg from him.And your heart falls when you see the one day you don't check, he was actually there.Ĥ. Because your heart beats even faster when one of those msgs is from if it is nothing more than a "hello".ĥ. Because you check your msgs constantly hoping one will be from him.Ħ. Because you sit in front of your computer some nites.Waiting for the moment you might actually hear from him.And don't give up until you can't stay awake another minute.ħ. Because you fell in love without realizing it.And when you finally admitted it to yourself, you couldn't tell him.Ĩ. Because you came back to Fubar to find the one who broke your heart.To have him break it once again.And that "someone" appeared out of nowhere and helped you heal.ĩ. So why do a select few earn the right to be remembered thru history and the ages?ġ0. There are thousands of people everyday who do good and amazing things that go unnoticed and unacknowledged. The only reason why anyone outside of their own hometown or immediate family even knows their name is they did something to put them into the spotlight. It leads to heartache when you discover that under all that you admire them for.There is just another lost human soul looking for their way thru the world the same as you and me. Never worship the ground anyone walks on.I don't believe in idolizing anyone. FOR THE LAST TIME! PLEASE READ MY BLOG "The Long Version"B4 YOU START PLAYING 20 QUESTIONS IN MY SHOUT BOX OR PMS.IT WILL TAKE LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES.SHOW ME YOU HAVE THE COURTESY TO FIND ABOUT MORE ABOUT ME B4 YOU ADD ME.WHY BOTHER HARASSING ME WITH QUESTIONS THAT ARE ALREADY ANSWERED IF YOU JUST TAKE THE TIME TO READ? :)
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